It's that time of year again, when young men's thoughts turn to... adventure racing and trail running. What, you say? It's 25 degrees outside? There's ice everywhere? It's the end of the season, the time to relax, eat, watch movies, and sleep in? Yes, for most endurance athletes it's the off-season, a time to rest their bodies and minds. But the end of the season is also like New Year's Eve - a time to reflect on the accomplishments, failures and lessons of the past year, put all the negative stuff behind you, and look forward to the year to come. Plus, I have been relaxing, eating, watching tv and sleeping in for the last half of this year.
Every year around November I start looking ahead to the year to come. Race directors start posting their schedules. Since the competition season is so far away I can sit back and think about what I want to do and what I can do with some mental distance from the whole process.
This year I lost the vision of what training and racing is all about. I started out strong last winter with a training plan and committment to early hours in the cold and long workouts in the dark of night, kept it up for a while, then started asking myself why.
- Why am I training alone when I'd rather be with a club?
- Why am I training at night when what I love is being out all day on the weekend with friends?
- Why am I training for 50 minutes a pop when I know that it takes longer to get into shape for the races I want to do?
The simple answer is that I couldn't train the way I used to. I needed to be home for my family. Our life was stressful enough without me jetting out the door to train every five minutes or asking my wife to take care of the kids alone every Saturday.
And I found that it wasn't enough. I needed the social aspect of training to make me feel like I was living a lifestyle, rather than just taking on an unpaid job where you get up early every day only to pay $300 to go to the company party a couple times a year. My training steadily declined until June. I raced the Longest Day, loved every minute of it, then quit. It wasn't a conscious decision, I just... didn't start training again. And I kept not training, until not training became what I did, just like training used to be what I do. I did other things. Studied for a professional certification. Started and ended a blog or two. Started and aborted an entry in a design competition. Upped my involvement in a nonprofit.
But here I am, it's December, and I'm planning out the 2009 race season. Right on schedule. Like a well-trained dog.
February - Snowgaine - near Syracuse - One of my favorite races ever. Two days on snowshoes. A lot of time away from home and only a couple months away, so probably not going to happen. But Hugo and Janice said they may come up for this one, so who knows?
May - North Face Endurance Challenge - Harriman - Trail runs of varying distances, 10K to ultra. Last year I thought about doing the 50K for the pure audacity and bragging rights of doing my first ultra on an ultra-hard course, but K was working (and that was madness, anyway). This year I could at least do the 10K or half.
June - Longest Day and Night - New Paltz - I will probably do this one to keep the streak alive. As a newly-minted 24hr race this would be my longest since the Balance Bar in 2004. Not sure if my Austin teammates would come up, but I'm sure I could grab someone if I am in halfway decent shape.
July - Escarpment Trail Run - Windham, NY - This 30K point-to-point trail run is on my life list. Requires a marathon within 9:43/mile pace, a trail 50K within 12:35/mile pace or a half ironman to qualify. Highly, highly unlikely. To qualify I'd have to do the NJ Marathon the week before North Face, the Harryman half ironman the week after North Face, or actually complete the North Face 50K. Like I said, madness.
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